Wednesday, July 26, 2006

When company leaves, MONSTERS COME OUT!

Last night, all #@^% broke loose after my big brother left. My dad is still depressed about his unemployment and a new problem has arisen. Whenever people come to see Mommy, Dad retreats to his bedroom, leaving Mommy to be official hostess. Mom and Dad were okay, until T.J. left. It only took a bit before Mom began to question Daddy's childish behavior. Soon they were yelling. Daddy continued his mean ways by wishing curses on Mommy, saying "I hate you," and "Ask me to leave, just say it to my face!" I wanted to go outside to get away from it completely. Mom stopped me and I retreated to my bedroom. In desperation and sadness, I began to pray to the lord for mercy, tranquility, and many things good on this struggling family. They argued and I cried my heart out. They had stopped and I had fallen asleep up front because fumigated my and my sister's bedroom for a bug(s) that had been biting everyone. My heart still hearts when I think about, and now I'm afraid that it might happen again, an ongoing cycle that might destroy there marriage. I prayed that they wouldn't want to throw away 16 yrs. of marriage and 13 yrs. of raising two kids together. Hopefully, the master plan that our dear lord has for us will come quickly, and not involve my parents breaking up, or hating each other while still staying together for the kids sake.

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