Lonely and %&$$#@ Off!

Highschool is making me feel horrible. Everywhere I turn, there is a couple, and it makes me sick. I've always wanted a boyfriend, and I just can't seem to find anyone who is interested. I mean I want to be friends with them first, but I just want someone to hold me close sometimes. I feel so lonely. So far I have found 7 cute guys. One I haven't even seen yet and only 5, by my standards, are dateable or worthy of my friendship (I know that sounds conceited and all, but when it comes to being teased most of your life, you get a little insecure). I see my parents happily married and other people with their highschool sweethearts. Most of my friends have found someone who is interested in them and vice versa. Me, nothing. I even made a bet because I know I'm going to win. My friend Alicia says that I will get a boyfriend, I think I won't. So our bet is, if I don't have a boyfriend by the time I'm finished with highschool or sooner, she owes me $10. If I do and I am able to keep him until I'm done with highschool, then I owe her $10 (I going to win).

Oh and one more thing, why the hell won't my Mom let me take showerts in the morning. She makes me sick when she does that. Always so bossy and controlling. She takes showers in the morning and I don't give a &^%@ if she is an adult. She tells me I'm to slow,%&*#$ I took a shower in less than 30 minutes last night, I don;t think it will take that long to get ready and out of the house if I'm waking up at 5:00 IN THE MORNING! (!^$&@! &$(!$)!

Gotta go. I need to start my homework.
Sayonara.
:)