Overwhelmed, Love Sick, Stressed, and Discouraged

Well let's see. I am becoming slightly overwhelmed with all of my school work. I am love sick (I want someone to like me). I'm extra fussy because of THE BIG M. I want to get certain things for school benefit, but my mother pointed out something and I got completely discouraged (she told me I shouldn't give candy rewards after a game/activity because it might cost too much and give people the idea that I give out candy after every planned class activity). I need to get my hair done for picture day, money for my dues, dividers for my binders, and I need money for the payment on pictures (that probably won't happen). I am unfaithful (I have no faith in future planned events because they get canceled at the last minute), I am turning into a vain, bitchy, spoiled brat (one of those preppie girls who dies and goes to hell with guilt and grief). I feel like my spirit has just disappeared for ever. I can't help but wonder if these feelings are just from THE BIG M and that they will dissipate when it's over (I hope so because these feelings suck, I don't need this right before and or during 9/11). I need to go entertain my sister (that means log off, go onto guest and turn on "NICK JR.COM"

Later.
K.Girl