Goodmorning heartache, what's new?

I feel like crap. My summer went bad. I am in, and for some reason have been stuck in, a stage of were I am wanting someone to have a crush on me. When it comes to emotions concerning crushes, I have been rejected all my life, because of my unique approach to everything. Lately, I just don't feel up to anything. I feel like getting up in the morning because I have nothing new to do. Once school starts, everyone will be writing how great their summer was when they went to Palm Beach or California. Me, I'll be writing about how much fun I had at East Cobb Park (it is a pretty cool place). I wanted to get out more, but after so much trouble going on, and like I have told my Mother, I have lost my motive. Now a days it's just waking up to watch my sister and keep my Dad company until his friend David comes and goes (then you've got to wait for about 2pm before Dad lays on the floor to pass out for a nap). I actually can't wait for high school to start, no matter how nervous I am. It seems interesting. I'm sleepy. I'm going to get something to drink and go pass out. Sayonara. :(