No Faith Left... Too Many Disappointments

Well... it's official...I've lost faith in my parents. For almost a month now I have been asking to get a visit to the hair salon. For almost a month now, it has been put off to the side, forgotten and cancelled. For a week or two now my Mom and I have been trying to get my cellphone. It has been forgotten and put off until the next paycheck. Since the very end of August, I have been told that I will get new clothes, that hasn't happened either. Once I start working...this will be no longer. When I look like a fuzzball, I will schedule a appointment and get my hair done. When I need airtime on my phone, I will get a $40 top-up card and top-up. If I need new clothes, I will see what I can do to find a good price on some jeans and T-shirts. I don't like this "Let's put this off until later," attitude. The problem is I can't do anything about it. Iff I address it, I'll get this "We're doing our best," speech and the "When you pay bills and rent and have your own kids then you can tell us what's best for you," speech and I don't want that. I just want an "Okay, we'll see what we can do about it," and it happens. Not "We'll see what we can do about it," and I'm reminding you about it 4 weeks later. Got to go, my back has been hurting because i sit up straight with my shoulders back, I need so sleep to get this tuff off my head.

Unfaithful and stressed...
K.Girl