New Years Eve...A Dreary Time for a Lonely Teenager...

Man...I think the one thing that I hate about New Year's Eve is that when ever we have friends over....they are all adults. This is for any party or celebration. After all the kids in my complex moved away [the ones I knew as friends], I just didn't bother anymore because I felt helpless. I feel sop lonely and I have this feeling that it's going to stay that way...even through highschool. I guess I'll see soon enough, all I know is that I feel like crap right now. My cycle came down and everything hurts, including the emotional parts of me. I just want to sleep and all the troubles go away, but that never happens to anyone [unless they have alzheimers and I don't want that]. I've got to do some things so......

Later.
K.Girl