I Love My Parents....I Hate Myself.

I feel so stupid and flawed all of a sudden. Like I can't do anything right. I started an arguement with my parents yesterday and I just disrespected my Mommy again today. This is the reason for the title. I really don't like my self right now, and it is all because I love my parents and hate to disrespect them and I just did. It's just a basic guilt trip that added on to the rest of the stuff on my mind. I need a cookie.

Later.