The Hurricane, the Tornado, and their Waters

Although the day may seem to wane, as if it would be good.

A hurricane comes, a tornado too, and badly to the death.

Hurricane, with stronger winds crushes the tornado, and it's spirit is gone.

While the waves of the hurricane changes places, and comforts the dying tornado.

It seems that no matter what the mood, there must be an argument, weither it be like a light rain, or like a hurricane. Nevertheless, the water is always safe from the anger of both storms.

This means my parents have a little argument, or a huge racket. In the mean time, Kayla and I are out of it's way.

Worried as usual...
K.Girl :/

Scams for Forgiveness and Love

Okay, for some reason now, my mother and my sister have been trying to put me in an early grave. So just so everyone knows, I have been put into to teen angst mode and they are driving me farther into it (and then the funny thing is, they go into this playful, loving mode that makes me eventually forget all about it, weird).

Family and T.V Land

Okay, first my mom wants me to watch T.V land and won't let me watch anything else. Then she says today I can't watch T.V because I keep taking off my glasses (no glasses, no T.V land). Then what's even worse is that because Kayla doesn't get computer time at daycare, Kayla gets to sit on the computer, screaming her head off because she doesn't know how to play certain games, from 6pm to 9pm when she says goodnight. Between 6pm and 9pm is when I'm stuck watching T.V land. Between 8pm and 10pm is when I have to get ready for bed (there is no guarantee that I will get on my computer because mom also might be on it). So, from 4:15 pm and 5:30 pm is when I can have my computer time... UM, HELLO, I KNOW I NEED TO SHARE MY COMPUTER, BUT IT'S MINE ANYWAYS. KAYLA DOESN'T NEED 3 HOURS ON THE COMPUTER. I DON'T EVEN SPEND THAT MUCH TIME ON THE COMPUTER. Anyway, I need to go, Kayla apparently needs keyboarding time (I took out my keyboard to figure out the notes for Howl's Moving Castle [it's like 10 years old] and now I can't put it up or play with it myself without Kayla noticing [she would be hogging the computer and run to the keyboard, and then when I get on the computer to update my blog, she has a fit {it's like my cat Midnight, he starts hogging the catfood when Buddy starts eating}]).

Miserable as usual...
K.Girl :)

Highschool Days and New Blogs

Okay, today was awesome. We got a larger classroom for Spanish, I sat next to that cute guy in my Algebra class (his name is Michael), we had a movie day in orchestra and I had great fun at lunch. After all the laughs and fun I had at the lunchtable with my freshmen buddies, my sophomore buddies started a party on the floor and started inviting people (they ssat on the floor and got people to join). In fourth block, we had lots of laughs and CHOCOLATE! I almost feel asleep on the bus again, I fought it though. Well I got to go wash and go to bed.

Sayonara.
K.Girl :)

P.S. I might be starting a new blog so that way this one will be for emotions, family, and home related stuff, and the other will be school related.

The Art of Making Friends: Unapproachable People

Okay, so the first week of school everything was quiet between me and certain people I sat around. Now I have a group of friends to sit and socialize with in 1st block, 2nd block, 3rd block and lunch, and 4th block. I love it. There are still three boys who I find attractive, Shane, Julian, and still one other unknown boy. Shane is going to find out Monday that I find him attractive (I think it will be hard to be friends with him since he says he hates everyone, he's goth) I have a sophomore/hippy psychologists for a friend (he's really good with advice). I'm going to ask him about how to approach a seemingly none approachable guy. Shane is cute, I think he's shorter than me, or as tall. That's okay. I need to get started on my homework (I gotta finish at least half of it), I have to walk up to my sister's daycare center and give Mommy her check book. Scratch that, David's driving me. So...

Sayonara,
K.Girl :)
P.S. I keep finding Nicholas cute, his laugh, his face....AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH MAKE IT STOOOOOOOOOOPPPPP!!!!!!!!! NNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!

Simply Infoming Ya'

Okay, so I find three guys attractive now. A sophomore, a freshman and another one who's status I'm not sure of. My sides hurt (my cycle might come soon), and there is still no call or missed call from Gionni (I think I'll just give up on that hope right now, like I said, it was probably a ploy to get me calling him again). It started raining today and it stopped (thankfully) before I had to go home. My sides and back hurt (that means my cycle might come). I feel sleepy. Someone tried to get my attention today, maybe they'll try again tomorrow. I kept messing with my big brother T.J., I'll stop though so he'll be willing to come over. I need to start the rest of my homework.

Sayonara,
K.Girl :)

P.S. Daddy's B-Day is tomorrow, so I've got to be on my best behavior. To make things better, he is now working from 11am-8pm, and he's off on Wednesdays and Saturdays.
YAH SATURDAYS AND WEDNESDAY, WOOOOH!

The Effectiveness of Writing.

I think I hurt my mother's feelings when I wrote The ITCH'S and TRAITORS'S post. Ever since the day I wrote it and she offered to read she hasn't been like that, she has been much nicer. There is a guy I saw in my algebra class, he's tall, cute, and wears glasses (the downside is he's always asleep in class, like he's up late or something, and I don't know his name or what year he is). So maybe I'll just admire him from a far and pursue someone else. Gionni called me at 10:00 Tuesday night. I had to go to bed, and he said he would call me again the next day. Well, it's Thursday and still no call, I was thinking about calling him, but I think it was a ploy to get me calling him again. I didn't fall for it, even though I was dying to (I was so touched after he hadn't called me all summer [he had two months] he want's to call me now, on a school night [man it was bitter sweet]). Gotta go, I need to get ready for school (I feel so sleepy, yet I got 9 hours of sleep, weird).

Sayonara,
K.Girl :)

ITCHBAY ALERT!

Okay, so Gionni was so-called dating some girl named Yvonne (everyone calls her Mia), and he broke up with her at the 8th grade dance before leaving. This little &%#^$ is in two of my classes and twice she has ticked me off. Once she threw my Aunt Yvonne's (not the same person, don't ever confuse) wrist rest in the trash after I threw it at Ryan. The second time that &$%#! mention my liking of her ex- and I had to keep myself from wanting to hit her for putting my past business out there (I can't believe her name is Yvonne, she's such the&%!@$ Anyway, I had another good day and I only have eyes for two guys and one who i am not sure is worth it, Nicholas, Julian and another cute guy (not the one with the locks, he turned out to be not so cute). Gotta go, thunderstorm coming.

Sayonara. :)

OVERREACTING AND OVERPROTECTIVE (it's sickening.)

Okay, so for the past few days of highschool, I have been eating french fries and then coming home to eat like a monster. For some reason my parents are freaking out about me not eating more protein and other
$#!*. So I tried to get in the chicken line and while I'm standing there, a whole nother line starts right next to me. So now I'm %!$$&@!. I go to look at the pizza line and it goes all the way to the back of the lunch room (and a.. trust me, this lunchroom's huge). So I got made and sat down, but I was still hungry, so I got some soda and some poptarts (I had to eat something). It held me off, for a good while too. So, just now my dad called and he starts talking about " No, that is unacceptable, but we'll talk about it more when I get home,". I mean what the hell is everyone's problem. They act like I eat nothing everyday and barf up stomach fluids (gross!). So now I'm in for the common lecture of "You can't fill up on sweets all day," and "We're worried about your health, you need to take care of yourself," (dude, I just took a shower and did my hair last night, you ain't got to tell me about taking care of myself, 'cause I feel depressed when I don't,). Well anyway, I just feel that they are being to overprotective (besides they have Kayla as a replacement, it don't matter,) and overreacting about everything. Well my knee, head, and back hurt.

In pain and will get better...I hope...
K.Girl :(

The ITCH's and the TRAITORS!

Okay let's see. My mother is itchy and her positive attitude has dissipated ever since my father got a new job. It's like they have switched moods. Dad's happy and mom's evil. My sister is a little brat too. She always cries when she doesn't get her way and she is ungrateful. If I try to hold her had for safety purposes while in public so she won't get hit or run over, she has a fit and it's irritating. To tell you the truth my dad hasn't been very favorable either. Every time I get upset with Kayla because she tells me stuff like "Get out," or "No," and "Go away," dad says "Geez, I wonder where she gets it from," and it's not JUST ME! So here is the full summary in case it's giving you a headache by just reading it, mom is itchy, moody, bossy, short tempered, and quick to take out anger on bystanding family, dad is quick to blame me for everything that Kayla says that is disrespectful, and Kayla is bratty, annoying and ungrateful. This is why I actually enjoy school and the time that I have away from them (in fact my thing is, I spend some fun time on the computer and in my room doing a little bit of homework along the way. Then once everyone gets home, I get ready for bed, eat, and go to bed). I mean mom made me so mad I missed my favorite T.V shows (the only shows that I have to look forward to on the weekends) Inuyasha and Naruto. I am just not in the mood for it anymore. Since it's about three, I need to got wash myself and my hair so I can start twisting it.

Misreable as usual,
K,Girl :(

Relax, Relent and Then Get Irritated Again Before Releasing!

My first week of school has been hectic, but fun. I have my eyes set on getting to know 2 cute boys. My mom has been very negative lately along with disagreeable, fussy, and quick to start an argument or take out anger on someone. Mom and Dad have been fussing at each other and then they both go into Batossai mode (anime fans, you know of whom I speak). I don't know what her problem is. She says everyone has to agree on something, but she doesn't. I can't wake up before she does to take a shower in the morning, but she can. Everyone has to have a schedule for the weekdays and the weekends, even if they are not comfortable with it. If I am in the mood to do something, she shoots it down by saying "Aren't you done yet?" or "Shouldn't you be taking a shower?" She kills fun. I get yelled at for not being ready at a certain time, but the time I could've been taking to get ready, I was answering your ever whim when it came to trying to get the simplest of stuff done like homework, chores, daily routine-like stuff, or just trying to get myself something to eat. I got to go, Dad and I are supposed to be watching Howl's Moving Castle.

Lonely and %&$$#@ Off!

Highschool is making me feel horrible. Everywhere I turn, there is a couple, and it makes me sick. I've always wanted a boyfriend, and I just can't seem to find anyone who is interested. I mean I want to be friends with them first, but I just want someone to hold me close sometimes. I feel so lonely. So far I have found 7 cute guys. One I haven't even seen yet and only 5, by my standards, are dateable or worthy of my friendship (I know that sounds conceited and all, but when it comes to being teased most of your life, you get a little insecure). I see my parents happily married and other people with their highschool sweethearts. Most of my friends have found someone who is interested in them and vice versa. Me, nothing. I even made a bet because I know I'm going to win. My friend Alicia says that I will get a boyfriend, I think I won't. So our bet is, if I don't have a boyfriend by the time I'm finished with highschool or sooner, she owes me $10. If I do and I am able to keep him until I'm done with highschool, then I owe her $10 (I going to win).

Oh and one more thing, why the hell won't my Mom let me take showerts in the morning. She makes me sick when she does that. Always so bossy and controlling. She takes showers in the morning and I don't give a &^%@ if she is an adult. She tells me I'm to slow,%&*#$ I took a shower in less than 30 minutes last night, I don;t think it will take that long to get ready and out of the house if I'm waking up at 5:00 IN THE MORNING! (!^$&@! &$(!$)!

Gotta go. I need to start my homework.
Sayonara.
:)

Wow! This Could Get Overwhelming!

3 Days of school feel like a whole week. I finally am able to sleep through the nights. I have little homework (probably because it's the first week). I have been having good days and the classes are very fun. That boy, Nicholas, sat next to me today, without trying to run to the ends of the Earth to get away from me. I'm touched, and he's staring to look cute again (dammit boy, stop charming me on accident since I know you don't like me). I found three other cute boys. Two guys in my Orchestra class, James and Ben, and another guy who rides my bus, George. Plus there was another boy who was checking me out, he had locks like me and he was cute. I feel so sleepy and I have so much to do. I need to start my homework (I all ready started my Spanish). Gotta go.

Sayonara.
:)

P.S. I will no longer curb my language unless it's the F, B's, A, and M words.

Highschool: Friends and Knuckle Heads

Okay, we did the cars perfectly yesterday( still didn't get payed). I went to the Freshman Orientation today and it went wonderfully. I found my friend Alicia. She is coming over Saturday. She's never been over to my house, so coming to see my house and playing video games is good enough for her. I saw the knucking fuggle head Nicholas at the Orientation. I liked him in 8th grade until he embarrassed me on the bus. Now I have so much dirt on him, it's not even funny. He visibly ran away from my Dad, Alicia, and me today when we where going back through the building. That's all right. Someday he'l be working for me. HA! HA! I'm going to go do the dishes and then play Sims.

Sayonara.
:)

Breaking the Habit

Okay. Yesterday I was washing cars with my Dad and his friend David. After about the third car and all the humidity from the rain and extra heat, I started to fade, fast. I was slower and had almost no energy. When I got home, I passed out. I slept for about 4 hours. I need to stop this, and fast. My school year is going to begin in a few days and because of these naps, I haven't been able to sleep at night. So today when I come home, straight to my computer games, until 8pm or 9pm. I am still hooked on my song by Acoustic Alchemy, although it skips( ha ha). I have to wash 2 cars today. That shouldn't be hard. Hopefully, God will bless David and me with a huge breeze, kind of like the way he blessed Dad with lots of prospering. Once everything is straight, we could get a new car, apartment, and other stuff. Going to play my Sims game for now while I wait for David.

Anger, Luck, and Happiness

Okay. Here is a quick and easy summary of what has happened so far. My mom and I had an argument and we made- up. My Dad is getting job offers everywhere( all of a sudden) and more ways to put a little money in his pocket. So now everything is finally turning up. My Dad is going to blow a gasket from all that is happening, but he's grateful. Everyone is happy now, so everything will be okay. Everything is so good, I don't have much to write about.

Well, as they say in Japan...
Sayonara.
:)

I'M SICK OF IT, but it will get better.

This living on the edge, never being able to do stuff. I get tired of it. We can't go anywhere besides parks and free events. We can't do the Friday night movie, pizza, and popcorn thing . A lot has been screwed up lately. But it got better. Today I was feeling depressed and I went out to make myself feel better. I went to the mall, Wal-Mart, and to my cousins house. I got ice-cream and some Wendy's later and Dad might be getting the job that he interviewed for a few days ago. I got a really relaxing song. It has holes in the song( wasn't completly downloaded), but I still love it. It's called 5 Playing. The artist is Acoustic Alchemy. I want the whole song. I have a feeling that it is much longer and better in the complete way. It sounds funny, how it stops abruptly and starts with a missing spot right towards the beginning. I've got to start my drills on waking up early. School starts next week. I have to go to the orientation and try and get my schedule. They didn't have it ready. Once school starts, there wil be less and less updates on my blog because I'll be as busy as a bee...but who knows, maybe I'll just get a whole bunch of assignments that are easy( I'll be packed down with alot, but it can be done quickly). I'm supposed to be waking up at 6:15 am, so...

Sayonara.
:)

Too Easily Depressed

Something is wrong with me. I know it's not depression. It's just that the smallest things make me angry or upset. I have been having huge cravings for chips and chocolate at the wrong time (when I have chips, I want chocolate and vis versa). I havebeen really sleepy and I feel nuasea sometimes. I want to play some board games like Scrabble, Monopoly, Rat Race, or Upwords. I want company that is my age to come to my house like it used to. I'm bored and sleepy, I'm going to go lay down or try to find something to watch.

Summer's Over, but Hope Floats

Okay, so my summer was crap, big deal. My Dad is on the verge of getting closer to a steady job. Mom and him are interested in moving to a bigger apartment. Things are slowly turning up. Last night I had a food fit. For some reason, I didn't want the chicken fried rice last night. After I had rejected it, I felt sick and depressed. After I had some milk and a peanut butter sandwich, I felt much better. School will start soon. I'm so excited, my first day of highschool. I guess my summer will be made up for and the last second. It seems crass, but I love it. I'm a last minute person. I get things done faster that way. That's how I finished 8th grade. I need to get ready to go now. Mom, Dad, my sister, and I are going to the pool.

Sayonara.
:)